Maria Shriver is opening up about the “brutal” end of her marriage to Arnold Schwarzenegger in her forthcoming book, “I Am Maria.” The 69-year-old journalist and author reflects on the emotional turmoil and self-discovery she experienced following the dissolution of their 25-year union, which she describes as a “devastating life-altering blow.” This tumultuous period in her life was compounded by the recent deaths of her parents, leaving her feeling heartbroken and spiritually depleted.

In a candid interview, Shriver detailed the confusion, anger, and anxiety that consumed her during the separation, which occurred shortly before Schwarzenegger’s admission of fathering a child with a household staff member. “Honestly, it was brutal and I was terrified,” she admitted, revealing that the divorce forced her to confront long-standing issues related to her identity and self-worth, especially as a member of the Kennedy family.

As part of her healing journey, Shriver sought solace in a convent, where she met a reverend mother who provided her with a pivotal insight. The reverend told her, “I think you came here looking for permission,” prompting Shriver to explore her vulnerability and authenticity. “I had never given myself permission to feel, to be weak, to be brought to my knees,” she reflected. This revelation became a turning point, leading her to embrace the lessons from her experiences and embark on a path of self-discovery.

Shriver’s journey highlights the importance of personal reflection and resilience in the face of life’s challenges. As she shares her story, readers can expect not only a glimpse into her past but also an inspiring message about the power of healing and self-acceptance. With “I Am Maria,” she aims to encourage others to find their own paths to strength and understanding amidst adversity.